Pinned To The Ground:
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If I gave you my soul
Would it make any matter?
And if I broke all my bones
Would you glue them back together?
If I gave you my eyes
Would you see it all my way?
And if I said I was wrong
Could I start on a new day?
Oh yeah

Now we get our ideas
When no words are spoken
Built it all up, now everything's broken
And deep down inside, oh, I'm pinned to the ground
When two people love without any sound
Oh yeah

So I gave you my soul, oh no
I gave you my soul, oh

So your life flows along
For me it stands still
Say we're just friends, oh
But I never will
Now I gave you my eyes
And now I'm no blinder (I can see)
When I look for my love
That I'll never find,
oh yeah

So I gave you my soul, oh no
Gave you my soul, oh

So I gave you my soul
Didn't make any matter
And I broke all my bones
They're laying all over
And deep down inside, oh, I'm pinned to the ground
When two people love without any sound, oh yeah

Hello all,
I have started working on my old site (its now 2 years old!) and forum www. nitrofiles.com.

I have talked with my friend, he wants to open a Lineage 2 server, he is a x-developer of L2JEmu project, and most of them are my friends, I was a L2J moderator 2 years ago at RageZone .. hh
so he and me know how to run L2J server , (I also was an admin of big server but quite as I didn't had time for this).

So we are going to open an Lineage 2 CT1 Hellbound server, its main page will be on http://l2.nitrofiles.com/ and we will use the forums so it will bring some people.

I'm looking for forum Moderators and now for L2 GMs too,
please check this post for more info:
>>Link<< apply for this.


Thanks,
Lith

Really soon will be the end of school years
Just wanted to change my last page in the journal.. it was quite sad one.. so here is the new >_<

Future unknown but feels good, grah I just wish to had some more time for graphics I have an idea for quite big project I want to do, a design of a Cafe Restaurant, both interior and exterior view :/ ..

I've got the new 36 Crazyfists' album "The Tide And Its Takers" and I really love it, its awesome!

My friend gave me this game haha Call of Cthulhu: Dark Corners of the Earth sounds interesting going to check it soon.

I've seen some nice movies like "Over her dead body" , "The mist" , "Untraceable" "National Treasure 2" quite good movies ^^..
oh yeah and "The Bank Job" was nice too.

I've downloaded the trial of Vue, Poser and Daz3D, I really liked Vue nice tool to make landscapes and views very fast and in good quality.

Thou Daz3d\Poser aren't the tools for me heh.. I will pass..

I really love Coffee grah! haha I hope I'm not addicted to it ^^.. just kidding.
*Drinking another cup of coffee* haha I've found some really amazing photos of coffee here in DA and some in the internet.. you should check this out!

I wonder if someone will actually read it anyway have a nice day\week\month!

Lith.

Winter,
ah exams, rain wind and hot coffee ..
Damn I start to love coffee more and more, I guess its because of the season..

New things:
I've bought new scarf it was cheap, need to buy a better one..
Got a new phone! Motorola KRZR K1m, though I wanted sony ericson's model... hmm, *rolling eyes* already screw it when I tried to install new theme.. damn company blocked so many thing in the phone >_< can't install themes or games and can't install application in exception to those that you download from their site and pay them money for it :\ going to fix it tomorrow maybe..
Got a cold hmm.. feel a little sick.. many of my friends sick too grrr... fiver lol..

My grandma father's mother died today in the hospital.. her name was Alianor :/ I like this name.. >_<
going to go with my family to the cemetery tomorrow >_< damn she was a good person, she was a teacher :/ and a pedagogue.. grrr... :'( damn.. so many things happens lately in my family, its just makes you think of your life and that we can't know what would happen tomorrow so better do thing now :/ and enjoy the life as long as we can.. :'(

Didn't want to end in sad point, I've made a new interior, I really enjoy making art, though I don't stick to one genre >_< couldn't find the "one"
but I have a start and and idea, I want to make interior designs.. :/ lol at least this is easier then organic modeling damn its really hard.. I'm working on a female body model in 3d max, I'm stuck, I have good legs and low part of the torso xD haha but can't go any further atm... need more experience .. so I want to stick to the furnitures and interiors for now...

Hmm can't sleep though.. I guess I'm sad ^_^"..
Anyway.. gtg to sleep.. wish me luck with the upcoming exams >_< ......


Have a good month!

Thought to post again, just some thoughts that crossed my mind in this moment.

I start to like Deviantart nice site and great artists,
shame that I draw like chicken or w/e lol..

I damn love Max 9, I really want to be better in it, hrmph..
basically I hate blogs and things like that, but still wanted to post it here

I just hope that some of my friends will register in DA so there will be more people to talk to for me haha.

The new year is coming yeah! this year was good..

Things to do:
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1)Finish reading Abarat, (yeah its kinda children book but I like Clive Barker [as a writer lol] and there weren't any other books of him in the store grhhh).
2)Learn more about Vray, got 2 dvds about it need to watch them grrr..
3)Buy something nice to my nephew Michal (she is adorable).
4)Buy new scarf.
5)Find a cool new pub and get drunk haha.

Thats it folks have a good month!